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Israel Jul. 9th, 2008 @ 12:26 pm
I'm off to Israel for about 2 weeks. If you need to contact me, go go gadget 011972504036454.
Current Location: Monte Sereno, CA
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Mats Leven - Death Is Alive (Nuclear Blast Allstars: Into the Light)

Thirst Jun. 5th, 2008 @ 11:54 pm
I thirst for vengeance.
And by vengeance I mean water.
Current Location: Monte Sereno, CA
Current Mood: thirsty
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It Burns Jun. 1st, 2008 @ 01:43 pm
I have started my new website, known as It Burns. On it, I shall tell the world why I hate everything. Enjoy. Or don't.
Current Location: Monte Sereno, CA
Current Mood: null
Current Music: Blind Guardian - Punishment Divine (A Night at the Opera)

Morn May. 4th, 2008 @ 03:18 am
I long for the morrow.
Current Location: Landmark College
Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: Nightwish - Walking in the Air (Oceanborn)

HOORAY Apr. 29th, 2008 @ 08:41 am
HOORAY
Current Location: Landmark College
Current Mood: HOORAY
Current Music: Me - HOORAY (HOORAY)
Other entries
» Perspective
It's interesting how funny I find things that, from an objective standpoint, aren't good for me at all. The sick amusement I garner from them is somehow more than enough to counter whatever negative feelings they might conjure up. Come to think of it, this should probably worry me, but I just can't find it in myself to care.

Hmm. Thinking about it, it's entirely possible that this amounts to something of a protective mechanism.
» Loneliness?
On the one hand, it's great that I'm feeling this again. On the other hand, it's terrible that I'm feeling it again.
» Reason
And this, ladies and gentlemen, is quite possibly the reason that I barely feel anymore.
» Have Some Too Much Information
I have way too much goddamn earwax.
» Seriously
FUCK OFF
» Furious
I have discovered that the modifier "furiously" makes everything better.
» Pain
Referred pain is awesome. And by "awesome", I mean "OH GOD IT HURTS".
» Permit
What does this always happen? Because you let it happen.
» Conspiracy
Why do people want so eagerly to believe in conspiracy theories? There are two reasons. Firstly, the existence of a Master Plan means that there is some purpose, some reason to be. Secondly, the existence of some Great Hidden Council means that I (or you or whomever) am not responsible for things. Conspiracy is merely a way to deflect responsibility.
» Dream a Little Dream of What?
I don't dream. Well, that's not quite accurate. I very rarely dream, something like once every two months on average. You'll probably say no, I do dream, that I just don't remember it, but I think otherwise. I've had dreams and not remembered them. Most of the time, however, I wake up with only a sensation of lost time. That's okay, though; I've lived largely without dreams, so I'm used to not having them. What gets to me, though, is when I do dream, and remember it, but never realize that it wasn't real. I have gone years, nearly a decade in one case, without realizing that certain events never actually happened. It really makes you wonder. How much of my life is no more than a complex scenario of dreams?

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